Alone
I've always been alone. It's all I know, it's what I'm comfortable with. It's all I'm use to. After feeling that alone is stress free, no other people's stories, no responsabiliity, being simple and free. I don't think I can change that, I don't think I want to. I can blame all my mistakes on not knowing anything else but me and being alone all my life. Failed marriages, not being able to be a mother not being able to do anything but be alone. It's how I started life, it's how I've lived my life and it's how my life will end. Alone and I'm fine with that.