Wicked_eyes

Growing up I had a relative, this person had offsprings, they would not ask each other for favors or do things for one another unless there was something in returned involved. That was something I couldn't understand because when I do something for another being I do it selflessly. I see someone struggling and I feel the want to take on that struggle or problem and fix it, make it a better situation, make the stress of it go away. I do anything and everything in my power to help, to fix, to make their worries or problems disappear, I do it sometimes anonymously,  because I don't need anything from those beings, no acknowledgement, recognition, nothing in return. It could be because I never put myself in situations where I need anything from anyone, it could be because I'm a fixer, I've been called that before. Whatever that means hahaha. Or maybe I just don't want to be stressed hearing other beings problems they've gotten into.  Back to that relative, she wou...

Most humans decide to or even accidentally reproduce, they give life to another being, someone that is their own individual but in your care and protection until they are adults and leave to live their own lives. A parent will never let go of that child but will think and worry and even suffer. The suffering of a parent that loses their child physically from this world is greater than one who is saying goodbye to theirs when they leave home but saying goodbye is not possible ever for a parent. I will be taking my baby boy to the airport Thursday and I've already started to feel the pain and sadness of him leaving. He will be only a state away but my overly active mind has ran through a thousand situation that I won't be there to take care of or protect him from. At the moment my anxiety and stress is so bad I'm crying and my chest aches.  I know in time it will become less painful and sad but the worry will forever be there until I see him again.  Just thinking of all t...